I was just thinking...I was really miserable throughout most of high school. Almost suicidal, actually. It's only looking back that I realize how miserable we all were. At the time it was just kind of the accepted state, the way allergies were my accepted state until I started living in this animal-free apartment (er...let's ignore the cat who's currently sleeping behind me). I'm so glad that time is over. Growing up definitely has its advantages. I don't know why I was thinking about high school. I'm all alone tonight, and loneliness tends to feed on itself, that must be why.

So I'd like to start blogging again. It's been my shyness keeping me from doing it, but I promised myself and Pik that I would try to get better. So...hi again, everyone! You know in a way it was easier when the internet was new and everybody used the same social networking program. Now we're all scattered. Not that I miss Livejournal. Just the word Livejournal makes me feel somewhat queasy.

The other problem is that I don't know what language to write in. Hell, I don't know what language to think in anymore.

I don't actually have anything to say. Love you guys, whoever's reading this.